Vintage Bin: January 2006


Vintage Bin

That's me =) --->

Maybe a Heavenly dog's tutelage.

Sunday, January 29, 2006
It's kinda late now. 1.38am on my com. I'm not gonna blog a whole chunk of wits into this entry hah.. Just wanna leave a binny trace in this pensieve of mine. this vintage collection of binster goodness =D.

All I want for this (Chinese) new year (in addition to my New Year 2006's resolutions): An angel's tutelage. Limitless amt of golden guidance. Never will I've to stress myself out worrying about things. uni. scholarship. relationships. social tsunamis. physical inferiority. intellectual exhaustion. and the list goes on. Give me access to my angel.

But it's never possible to smoothen the rocky paths. We've to work like dogs to be gods.

Richie, I appreciate your words. those that you said when we met at that VS bench.

I'm happy.

I want to mouth the words. But you shut me off with your eyes.
See the volume, soften the sight.

The Soft Susurration of Wind..ahh..

Saturday, January 21, 2006
If u know me real well, u would know I love the rain. And it's raining right now. at least in Tampines. I'm now sitting in my room, in front of the com blogging and with the windows open and with the rain drops flying in (but I dont really care) . I'm enjoying the feeling of the few raindrops that land on my body every now and then. Enjoying the soft susurration of the wind. I hope it stays like this. If the rain gets any heavier, I would have to close the windows. Even though I would be very reluctant to do it.

It really takes my mind off work, stress, anything else. wow. but I decided to blog at this moment so as to pen down my feelings. So actually I can't 'concentrate' on enjoying the refreshing ambience. Really hope I can refresh these feelings in times of rainless periods.

If I'm any 'greedier', I really hope that everytime it rains, there would also be a rainbow in the sky at the same time.

Only if rain is a person. Hmm personify rain into a gurl. My ideal dream gurl would be her. Miss Rain. No problem with stress or losing sleep. Refreshing+Soporific if necessary.

Miss Rain u're hot. hot rain. cool me down.

Life shot me ▄︻┳═一 a jab of voidness.

Monday, January 16, 2006
yeah. got shot with a jab of voidness least when I needed it. who would need voidness anyway.

▄︻┳═一 i hate this
▄︻┳═一 but I still gotta go on
▄︻┳═一 life's like that, I suppose?
▄︻┳═一 shoot me for not able to say explicitly what I'm thinking of.
▄︻┳═一 sorry I know it's a waste of time for u ppl to read this entry.
▄︻┳═一 so sue me.


Really. Come in this direction.

Binster's thoughts are getting misty.

Friday the 13th

Friday, January 13, 2006
It's friday 13th and I lost my vj badge which's supposed to be on my collar.
It's friday 13th and I got bitten by red ants.
It's friday 13th and I was so close to getting some shots from the birds above.
It's friday 13th and I shouldnt be so superstitious.
It's friday 13th and I've done a reasonably good deed.
It's friday 13th and S paper lectures are beginning to show their true colours.
It's friday 13th but I've spent a day of my life in jest.

It's friday 13th and I've drained my energy mentally;
It's friday 13th and I've been 'desensitised' yet 'sensationalised' at the same time.

That's a whole chunk of 'friday 13th's. And today's Friday 13th.
Pls collide. Crash and burn too. pls give some hope of renascent spark.

Monday, January 09, 2006
look around you. constantly remember to cherish your friends and loved ones. lest Mr. fate toys with you again and u'll regret it forever.

I'm kinda dreading year2 life already. most of it. if only time could stop or turn back. or even allows us to fast forward it to anytime. anytime. I'm sorry for giving such a random post. but I just wanna purge off these thinkings into my pensieve.

-it's been raining all day along.
-I've been thinking too much again. about everything.
-Busy tracing for your trails.
-Joel's once again the last msn chatter.
-I seriously need to update my Bin's Food for Thought for today on the blog. kinda outdated hah.
oh wait i did yesterday. blurism.
-I guess I'm really enlightened this time. All suddenly become so clear to me.
-Deficiency of interesting and adrenaline-inducing activities.
-I was once the biggest idiot for thinking that way.
-Learned a new concept of social relativity today.
-Kinda miss the 23. which in turns sparks me off to think about 23 and the flyover and kallang bahru.
-Once again, the night ends off with a Kang's sentence.
-I WANT to look forward to tomorrow. and I AM. are you?

And with that the paladin of randomness signed off... SELAMAT HARI RAYA HAJI...

Raining regatta.

The following was a post few weeks back and I seriously think it's very relevant haha. this's what you get when you have creativity and laziness mixed together. A reference to a previous blog entry haha. The bigg daddies have been peeing quite heavily these days and disrupted my schedule peacefully and wonderfully. If only the whole year it'll be like this. Den there'll come a day when Singapore water reserves hit its 99%. =D

The entry few weeks back:

"I simply love the rain. All types of rain. Be it the light drizzle, the gentle shower, heavy downpour (not when I'm having outdoor activities of course.) The rain makes me feel refreshed and peaceful. I guess this is one of the psychological powers of Nature.

Reluctance grips my mind, preventing my body from working my lazy fingers to type a blog post. But a moment ago, it started raining and gave me an inspiration. make me feel like penning sth down. This inspiration came partly because of a weird dream I had this morning (I've been getting weird dreams lately. No nightmare so far thankfully).

My abstract dream: I was walking down this particular street. Decorated with a modern taste in it. And the next moment, I'm walking in this forested area for no reason. There was nobody at all, just lush greenery (ok bushes -.-) to accompany me. It was around evening I think (dont really have the slightest impression of what time was it then but my gut feeling tells me it's evening. oh well.) And the strange thing was that I wasnt in a hurry to get out of this weird place. On the contrary, I was taking my own sweet time, not even caring whether I'll get lost or not. The next thing that I know happened was Narin appeared out of nowhere and walked alongside me. Narin was one of the translator for our ocip. He was just this typical guy around his 30s. small build. dark complexion. I didnt say hi to him and neither did he. I dont know why. Next, he started saying he likes rainbow (well who dont? most ppl fall in love with rainbows at first sight.) And I suppose he was speaking to me cos' there are no one else around. And nothing happened. we just carried on walking until he opened his mouth again. "You want rainbow, you'll have to put up with the rain." (put up with the rain? well, he doesnt know I love the rain as well.) then, it started drizzling lightly. strange. it seems like my dream took place in the movie Bruce Almighty. And the next thing which I know happened was....

my alarm clock rang. time to go to the polyclinic to change the dressing.

As I recall the dream, I realised I came across the words before. "You want rainbow, you'll have to put up with the rain." Somewhere. But I cannot recall. So I went to google it. True enough, it was a quote by some guy. I knew i came across it before. Just somewhere. And I didnt know Narin was so well learned. From what I know, he's a man of few words.

Courtesy to spinnee, I found this. Beautiful huh?

How true is that. You want the rainbow, you'll have to put up with the rain. I dont know if I want the dreams to stop. Now that I found meaning in it."

bring a jacket with you these days; it'll do you some good.
and I'm waiting for my jacket-being.

A not-so-wonderful start to 2006.

Saturday, January 07, 2006
i cant believe this's happening. 2006 is definitely not going the way i want it to. it's heading in the direction i least desire it to go. I wont adulterate this blog by saying wad happen. the list is indigestible and would probably create some emotional upheaval for some ppl. I'll just numb myself with my loyal anodyne. and thanks Joel for being there when I needed someone to whine to. ok I take back that 'thanks' because there is no 'thanks' between friends. haha. quote u.

I've read some chinese prediction for the year. it says that those who're borned in the year of cows/bulls will be in luck this year and the dragons would be facing the exact opposite. Oh ph-uck. I thought my series of unfortunate events would have ended last yr. well it seems that heaven like to extrapolate that series. A mega-series. NO. pls no. enough is enough.

Tasted what it's like to drink in sour dews during the 06 O1 suntec rain/mass dance. a night of uber wildness. coupled with a tinge of voidness.

I cant see where I'm standing. and I used to think that "if you fail to plan, you plan to fail." but apparently, this mentality has taken a toll on me (although i dont really plan every single thing.) Sometimes, humans (like me) hafta learn to think lesser.

Back to numb state.

No one like to fall. why cant we just be like water H2O?

Vim and Vigour for 2006

Monday, January 02, 2006
a new year. =D

Let's hope everything fall nicely in place.